Can we just be us? Part 42

Part 42

Meera woke up early and found Hamad still asleep beside her, she stayed still for a moment looking at him fantasizing. When she saw him all the emotions flew out of her body and she couldn't control them any longer. After staring at him she jumped in the shower to get her day ready.

Her nephew rashoodi has been waiting for this day. She was going to book the tickets early then take her nephews to watch the movie in the cinema.

Rashoodi calling...

Rashoodi: 5alooooooo

She had him on speaker

Hamad: latza3ej

He said dragging his feet against the marble floor

Rashoodi: 5ali HAMAD

he screamed even louder

Meera: how are you my baby?

Rahsoodi: B5air,  sh7alch 5alooooooo?

Meera: I'm good as long as you are

Rashoodi: 7jazti

Straight to the point

Meera: I'm doing it now sweetie

Rahsoodi: aha

She just laughed at her nephew

Hamad: O ana ma3zoom?  Wila nsaitni ya rashood

Rahsoodi: 5alooooooo la tensain 5ali hamad

Meera just laughed at her nephew

They chatted a little longer then hung up

Hamad: kiddo has been waiting for this day

...

Her older sister has dropped off her kids total of three along with the eldest rashood.  She was gathering her stuff when all of the three kids where playing at in the living room with Hamad and Sarah in her room.

Meera: come on  we need to get going before the movie starts

All three kids: yaaaaay

Running toward the door out the house

Hamad: is Sara coming?

Meera: yes, she apparently has a date that is not a date

He raised an eyebrow not understanding what she meant by that

Meera: she likes this guy and he is going to be there with his friends

Sarah: is this ok?

She said walking into the leaving room with the 4th dress that she tried on

Meera: yes it's ok

Sarah: you're not sure, I have to look perfect he is going to be there

Going back in her room, Meera rushed to her

Meera: sweetie, you look pretty, the best between all the four that you tried on

Sarah: you just want me to rush

Hamad walked in

Hamad: I like this, better than the others

Meera noticed Sarah's face changing, she finally decide to put on her shoes and grab her purse and out the door she went

Meera: why it is that she listens to you?

Hamad: I have a gift

They both walked out and joined the kids to catch their movie.

...

In the cinema hall

Hamad was walking right beside Meera with the kids in front of them

Hamad: where is Sarah?

Meera: she found the guy she likes

She gave the tickets to the worker and directed the kids to their seats. They all ran to their seats leaving two empty seats beside each other. Both 

Hamad and Meera looked at each other

Hamad: after you

She took her seat and helped the kids get settled in. The kids were so excited that they had their eyes stuck on the screen although it was just the trailers playing on screen. It made her giggle at their silliness.

Hamad: they seem too excited for this

Meera: it all started because I showed them the first transformers movie

Hamad: so you are to blame for this

The movie started at it caught everyone's attentions by its loud music and hard core graphics, except for Meera. Her stuffed emails kept her from watching the movie. With her phone in her hands and her fingers typing away,  Hamad gave her a nudge

Hamad: your suppose to be watching the movie

Meera: no talking in the cinema

People seating at the back seats shushed them. He nudged her again. While she was putting phone back in her purse it was his phone that buzzed indicating a email. That was when the people shushed them again. To not make a bigger scene she got closer to him stuck her shoulder to his then turned her head to him and said

Meera: I thought you were suppose to be watching the movie

He only turned his head an inch sideways then were face to face. He gave her a smile sending electricity down her spine. She smiled back turned her head back to the screen but not moving away.  She leaned on his shoulder as they watching the movie.

Hamad never knew he could test his patience for this long. What made it even impossible to apprehend is that she was so close and he just sat there in silence. It drove him insane how little he could do about it.

Can we just be us? Part 41

Part 41

Abdulra7man: mashkoor Hamad

Hamad: afa 3alaik bs, seer tewanas ma3a 7eremtk dale3ha

Abdulra7man looked towards his wife giggling away with Meera and thought about all the things he wanted to do to her.

Abdulra7man: yallah, ma3asalamah

Aisha: if anything happens call us please

Meera: don't you worry, just go have fun, we will see you guys tonight

Abdulra7man: come on huni, before they change their minds

And out the door they left.

Both Hamad and Meera looked at the twins and at each other

Meera: I haven't took care of a baby since my sister's last kid was born and that was 2 years ago

Hamad: I know a few things

Meera: you?

Hamad: I didn't receive best uncle in the world mug for nothing

Meera: oh bragging are we now

They got settled in and Meera started feeding one of the twins.

Meera: go to work I can handle this

Hamad: Saif has it under control, besides I need a time off

She laughed, he was a workaholic but still needed a break.

He watched her feed one of the twins, and she was good at it. She took care of everyone, all it made him feel like doing is taking care of her.

Hamad's point of view:

She looks so natural like this. Is this a mistake? What if she wants a family, she deserves a family of her own.  Is this deal between us a huge terrible mistake?

Meera thanked god that the twins were not fussy. And if they were it was because they were hungry. She was playing with both of them on the mat when her blackberry rang indicating an email

Meera: no, no, noooooo

She said at her phone while reading her email

Both of the twins looked at her and so did Hamad

Hamad: what's wrong

Meera: my assistant forgot to send the necessary papers and it has to be sent by today

Hamad: go I'll take care of them

Meera: yeah

Hamad: yeah go

Meera: okay it will be half an hour, one hour max

Hamad: take your time

She got  up and he got seated playing with the twins

She grabbed her keys and purse

Meera: ok I'll be back soon

She kissed both twins and left to the door

...

Saeed was at their mothers house since he moved back to from studying abroad. He was still getting used to everything, especially driving. He was driving back home after getting lost a few times he saw his older brother Ahmed with a girl in her car. He witnessed their affection as ahmed kissed her passionately and got out of the car then she drove away. He was starting to get even closer to his brothers but ahmed did not mention any girl. He parked his car and caught up with ahmed.

Ahmed: hey

Saeed: so who is she?

He said smirking

Ahmed: my girlfriend

Saeed: oh, why haven't you mentioned her earlier?

Ahmed: because I plan on asking for her hand in marriage

Saeed: whoa, you? marriage?

Ahmed: why is that so surprising?

Saeed: did you ask her yet

Ahmed: not yet, I have to pick the ring first

Saeed: have you told mom

Here came the tough questions

Ahmed: no, and I don't want you to mention it in front of her

That was when Saeed felt sorry towards his brother. He knew that their mother would give him a hard time about this, since she cherished her oldest son very much. She would fight him over this, because she wanted only the best for her son. Ahmed never brought girls home knowing that his mother will disapprove with each and every one.

Saeed: you have to tell her sooner or later

Ahmed: I know

Around and hour later...

After getting her work done and sending the papers needed she got back in her car and drove back home. It was night out and it was time for both  Abdulra7man and Aisha to pick the twins up. She arrived home and parked then walked to the door. She opened the door and found one of the twins sleeping in the crib. She walked in quietly and saw Hamad sleeping on the couch with the other twin sleeping on his chest. She smiled at the scene. She couldn't help but feel emotional towards this man, her husband.

Can we just be us? Part 40

Part 40

After having a long needed conversation with her friends she decided to confront Saif and just get it all out.

Hessa: last night was bad,  and I mean really bad, is it just me or do you think so too?

Saif: it was 

Staying with his hands folded leaning against a wall

Hessa: I knew it, I knew it, what happened? We were great before that, before everything

Saif: maybe it's because we waited a while and expected a lot

Hessa:  I think I freaked out a little because of everything  because of when you said that you... (she looked right at him) love me

That moment everything  made sense. After he said he loved her it was scary for her. He never said it again fearing she would walk away again and they never talked about it. They haven't said that word to each other again since that time. 

He did not know what to say, he just remained quite.

Hessa: is this really going to happen. Either love or good sex?

Saif: love?

Hessa: um-

Saif: you said love, is this what we have?

Hessa: yes

Saif: the problem is not saying it, the problem is not saying it enough and admitting it, because I love you 

He walked towards her

Saif: I fucking love you

Hessa: and I love you

He stood right in front of her not leaving an inch of space. He held her face between his hands

Saif: I love your face

Looking into her eyes for what seemed forever

Saif: your lips

Then kissing her lightly on the corner of her lips giving her a tease. 

Saif: your neck

Giving her kisses down her neck. Intense kisses and brushing  his lips down her neck. Making  her moan slightly. 

Every word that came out of his mouth and touch following it sent electricity down her spine. He was building up the sensation and it was working. He slowly unbuttoned her blouse with his experienced fingers reveling her breasts covered in her lacy bra.

Saif: your breasts

Leaving a kiss right on the middle of her chest between her breasts making her head lean backwards. His kisses going downwards towards her stomach.

Saif: your curves

He knelt to the ground and trailed kisses all the he way to the side of her hip. He started unzipping her jeans and pulling it to the floor revealing her matching lacy panties. He kissed her right on the edge of the panties bellow her hip bone making  her gasp loudly and intensely.  

Saif: your legs

Kissing her towards her inner thigh making her gasp even louder. He was only a few centimeters away from her sex. Her breathing was getting louder . He kept on kissing her on the same spot over and over again every time getting more intense than the last. 

Hessa: take me, take me right now

...

Hessa: they are the cutest babies ever!!!!!

She said squeezing their cheeks and squealing over Aisha's twins

Meera: someone has been getting laid

Referring to the state of happiness Hessa was in

They could all she her smiling and happy with her relationship with Saif

Aisha: that makes  one of us

She said frustrated, ever since she gave birth to the twins, she did not have time for her husband abdulra7man and she missed the olden days when they couldn't get their hands of off each other.

Meera: I can watch the twins for you

Aisha: you would?

Meera: yes, go out have fun with Abdulra7man, have lots of sex

Hessa: and that is coming from Meera, take her up on that offer sweetie you need it

They all laughed

After a few days...

Aisha decided to take Meera up on her offer to watch the twins since she really needed a night out with Abdulra7man and he agreed with her. It was way over due.

Abdulra7man: ready hun?

Aisha: did I pack everything? I need to double check

She went back in the house right when they were out the door

Abdulra7man: baby we just checked,  we have everything, Meera knows what she is doing

Aisha: I just want to make sure everything is good

Abdulra7man: it's good, more than good let's just get to the car please

They got to the car carried the twins to their car seats and off they went

Aisha: we need this

Abdulra7man: we do

He held her hand and placed it on his lips giving it a kiss

But not letting go

Aisha: a lot of that is going to happen tonight

He smiled and started to kiss her hand deeper

Just a slight touch send crazy waves in her body, she needs it, badly

Aisha: if you don't stop then I'll make you park the car here and do you right now

He sped even faster towards Hamad's house.

Can we just be us? Part 39

Part 39

The doorbell rang and it was Ahmed carrying a few plastic bags with him.

Meera: come in

She opened the door for him and he had a smile on his face

He was always the happy one that lightened up the mood.

Hamad: 7yaak

Ahmed: so how are you two?

Meera: we are good, what about you? everything good with work?

Ahmed: yeah it is (he said smiling), that is why I am here, thank you guys, thanks a lot, if it weren't for you I wouldn't have straightened up my act

Meera saw how sincere he was, and it was a shock to her, she always saw him as the guy that tired to please everyone but himself

Meera: your welcome sweetie

She gave him a hug

Ahmed: thanks man (he extended his hand)

Hamad: anytime

They got seated and started to chat about their lives catching up on a few things

Meera: so anything going on in your life

It was clear that their relationship was not a normal sibling relationship. They barely head any news about each other.

Ahmed: I met someone

Meera: you did? (she said surprised, surprised because ahmed rarely introduced his girlfriends to his family, for a moment they all thought he was gay)

Ahmed: don't sound so shocked

Meera: I'm sorry, anyone I know?

Ahmed: no, we met through mutual friends

Meera: I'm happy for you, do I get to meet her?

Ahmed: soon, Meera she is the one

He looked sincere, and happy

Hamad: congrats man

Meera: then I need to meet her as soon as possible

She said making everyone laugh

Ahmed: I want what you guys have, I see it in both your eyes

...

The girl's were having a girl's night out at Aisha's place, they needed it since they all had things to get out of their chests.

Aisha: so how is the married life?

She said rocking one of the twins to sleep.

Meera: we almost kissed?

Aisha: ohh (she said surprised)

Meera: but I stopped it, I don't know why

Aisha: do you regret it?

Meera: 'yes' I don't know

Aisha: what's wrong with you? You are awfully quite

Hessa: I slept with him (she said with a distressed look on her face)

Meera: isn't that what you wanted

Hessa: It was bad, really bad

Aisha: compared to before?

Hessa: I have no idea what happened, it was amazing before, hell the best I 

ever had, but last night was just BAD!

Meera: did the two of you decided to end the waiting?

Hessa: I kinda attacked him

Aisha: you what?

Hessa: I forced it, because I couldn't wait, and now I wished I did wait

Meera: oh god hessa

...

After having a long needed conversation with her friends she decided to confront Saif and just get it all out.

Hessa: last night was bad, and I mean really bad, is it just me or do you think so too?

Saif: it was 

Stating with his hands folded, leaning against a wall

Hessa: I knew it, I knew it, what happened? We were great before that, before everything

Saif: maybe it's because we waited a while and expected a lot

Hessa: I think I freaked out a little because of everything  because of when you said that you... (she looked right at him) love me

That moment everything  made sense. After he said he loved her it was scary for her. He never said it again fearing she would walk away again and they never talked about it. They haven't said that word to each other again since that time. 

He did not know what to say, he just remained quite.

Hessa: is this really going to happen. Either love or good sex?

Saif: love?

Hessa: um-

Saif: you said love, is this what we have?

Hessa: yes

Can we just be us? Part 38

Part 38

She looked at herself in the mirror and liked what she saw. She was sure that what she had on would drive him crazy. Flipping her hair to the front and back to mess it up then she applied perfume, the scent that she puts on knowing it would push things even further.  Her apartment buzzed and it was him she rushed over buzzed him through  waiting for him to come to the door. 

Saif: ready babe?

He said shuffling through his pockets not really paying attention to what was in front of him. He looked up because she wasn't replying

Saif: you're not dressed, I thought we were going out

Referring to the fact that she was still in her robe.

She held on to the ends of the belt of her robe and pulled slowly and seductively revealing her sexy body in lingerie that suited her well and complimented her body. The robe slid to the floor and there she stood half naked biting down on her lower lip.

Saif: fuck

He said letting out a deep sigh. There she stood in front of him and he couldn't take  it much longer.

She smiled then walked over to him, passed him to shut the door. He turned around to see her giving him her back waiting. He got closer and she turned around looking straight to his eyes then down to his jeans biting her lips harder. He knew exactly what she was going to do next

Hessa: I want you, now

Saif: I want you too, but I thought you wanted to wait 

He said while his breath got faster and faster, standing still not wanting to touch her till he was sure she wanted this. Because if he did touch her, it would be very hard to stop.

Hessa: I changed my mind

She placed her hands on his belt buckle and pulled it strong out of his jeans and onto the floor. He held her face with both hands and kissed her hard. How much he wanted this, how long has he been waiting for this. He let go of her then pulled his shirt over his head and carried her making her slam onto him hard, making her moan loud. Holding onto her neck with one hand while his other hand was on her rear.

She could feel him hard between her legs, and she was as horny and turned on as much as he was. Without losing any time he carried her all the way to her bedroom to make up for lost time, having sex for the first time after the long wait.

...

Being in her office alone, cut off from the outside world was the time she always looked forward too. But now that she got married to Hamad she noticed her priorities changing. She felt closer to her sister; she wanted to spend more time with them rather than running away from all of it. Everything was balanced out healthily.

Her phone interrupted her thoughts

Ahmed calling...

Meera: alo

Ahmed: what sup sis?

Meera: hi, I'm in the office, wrapping up

Ahmed: wow at this time?

It was pretty late to still be at the office

Meera: what about you?

Ahmed: are youbfree tonight?

Meera: is everything ok?

He laughed, she asked if everything was okay because when Ahmed called it was always bad news or him wanting something

Ahmed: yes, yes everything is fine, I just want to pass by and thank the both you

Meera: oh yeah sure, I'll text you when I get back home

Ahmed: see ya tonight

And then he hung up, Meera decided to call Hamad and see if he was at home or still at work. It was always awkward calling him and she rarely did.

Calling Hamad

Meera: hey

Hamad: hi

There was silence between them, since what almost happened the night before. They did not speak about it or even mention it. Hamad heard her voice on the phone it was as sweet as it was in person.

Meera: um Ahmed is coming over tonight

Hamad: yeah

Meera: he says he wants to thank us

Hamad: do you want me to get anything?

Meera: some dessert please

Hamad: sure thing, anything else?

Meera: no, see you at home

Hamad hung up the phone and let out a deep sigh.

Meanwhile

Hessa: that was... (she said trying to make sense of what just happened)

Saif: yeah

They laid there staring at the ceiling not knowing what to say to each other.  They both wished that it did not happen.

Hessa's point of view

I don't understand this, the sex was great before then he said he loves me everything was going fine but now this. It was terrible, the sex. Is it because I rushed it? Or is this our chemistry now? 

On normal occasions Saif would be long gone and not facing this awkward moment in silence. He slept around with women to not have this moment but now that it did he was confused. 

Saif: are you thirsty? 

He said getting up from the bed and putting on his boxer shorts 

Hessa: I'm good

He left to the kitchen leaving her alone in the bedroom room. Hessa on the other hand did not know what to make of all this. She wondered if this is it between them.

Saif's point of view

Is it because we waited a long time? I mean before it was good, hell it was fucking amazing. Should I stay and sleep over or should I leave? Should I even ask her about it? Fuck, this is messed up.

He decided to text Hamad since he is in need of advice from someone who has been in love before

He wrote:

'I'm at Hessa's we just had... you know. .. should I stay over?'

He got straight to the point waiting for an answer

Seconds later his phone beeped indicating a reply

'Yes, you should you idiot'

He got his answer and went back to the bedroom to find Hessa already dressed in her night gown ready for bed. Without saying a word they laid back on the bed and drifted asleep with many thoughts in their minds.