Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Can we just be us? Part 39

Part 39

The doorbell rang and it was Ahmed carrying a few plastic bags with him.

Meera: come in

She opened the door for him and he had a smile on his face

He was always the happy one that lightened up the mood.

Hamad: 7yaak

Ahmed: so how are you two?

Meera: we are good, what about you? everything good with work?

Ahmed: yeah it is (he said smiling), that is why I am here, thank you guys, thanks a lot, if it weren't for you I wouldn't have straightened up my act

Meera saw how sincere he was, and it was a shock to her, she always saw him as the guy that tired to please everyone but himself

Meera: your welcome sweetie

She gave him a hug

Ahmed: thanks man (he extended his hand)

Hamad: anytime

They got seated and started to chat about their lives catching up on a few things

Meera: so anything going on in your life

It was clear that their relationship was not a normal sibling relationship. They barely head any news about each other.

Ahmed: I met someone

Meera: you did? (she said surprised, surprised because ahmed rarely introduced his girlfriends to his family, for a moment they all thought he was gay)

Ahmed: don't sound so shocked

Meera: I'm sorry, anyone I know?

Ahmed: no, we met through mutual friends

Meera: I'm happy for you, do I get to meet her?

Ahmed: soon, Meera she is the one

He looked sincere, and happy

Hamad: congrats man

Meera: then I need to meet her as soon as possible

She said making everyone laugh

Ahmed: I want what you guys have, I see it in both your eyes

...

The girl's were having a girl's night out at Aisha's place, they needed it since they all had things to get out of their chests.

Aisha: so how is the married life?

She said rocking one of the twins to sleep.

Meera: we almost kissed?

Aisha: ohh (she said surprised)

Meera: but I stopped it, I don't know why

Aisha: do you regret it?

Meera: 'yes' I don't know

Aisha: what's wrong with you? You are awfully quite

Hessa: I slept with him (she said with a distressed look on her face)

Meera: isn't that what you wanted

Hessa: It was bad, really bad

Aisha: compared to before?

Hessa: I have no idea what happened, it was amazing before, hell the best I 
ever had, but last night was just BAD!

Meera: did the two of you decided to end the waiting?

Hessa: I kinda attacked him

Aisha: you what?

Hessa: I forced it, because I couldn't wait, and now I wished I did wait

Meera: oh god hessa

...

After having a long needed conversation with her friends she decided to confront Saif and just get it all out.

Hessa: last night was bad, and I mean really bad, is it just me or do you think so too?

Saif: it was 

Stating with his hands folded, leaning against a wall

Hessa: I knew it, I knew it, what happened? We were great before that, before everything

Saif: maybe it's because we waited a while and expected a lot

Hessa: I think I freaked out a little because of everything  because of when you said that you... (she looked right at him) love me

That moment everything  made sense. After he said he loved her it was scary for her. He never said it again fearing she would walk away again and they never talked about it. They haven't said that word to each other again since that time. 

He did not know what to say, he just remained quite.

Hessa: is this really going to happen. Either love or good sex?

Saif: love?

Hessa: um-

Saif: you said love, is this what we have?


Hessa: yes

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