Can we just be us? Part 38

Part 38

She looked at herself in the mirror and liked what she saw. She was sure that what she had on would drive him crazy. Flipping her hair to the front and back to mess it up then she applied perfume, the scent that she puts on knowing it would push things even further.  Her apartment buzzed and it was him she rushed over buzzed him through  waiting for him to come to the door. 

Saif: ready babe?

He said shuffling through his pockets not really paying attention to what was in front of him. He looked up because she wasn't replying

Saif: you're not dressed, I thought we were going out

Referring to the fact that she was still in her robe.

She held on to the ends of the belt of her robe and pulled slowly and seductively revealing her sexy body in lingerie that suited her well and complimented her body. The robe slid to the floor and there she stood half naked biting down on her lower lip.

Saif: fuck

He said letting out a deep sigh. There she stood in front of him and he couldn't take  it much longer.

She smiled then walked over to him, passed him to shut the door. He turned around to see her giving him her back waiting. He got closer and she turned around looking straight to his eyes then down to his jeans biting her lips harder. He knew exactly what she was going to do next

Hessa: I want you, now

Saif: I want you too, but I thought you wanted to wait 

He said while his breath got faster and faster, standing still not wanting to touch her till he was sure she wanted this. Because if he did touch her, it would be very hard to stop.

Hessa: I changed my mind

She placed her hands on his belt buckle and pulled it strong out of his jeans and onto the floor. He held her face with both hands and kissed her hard. How much he wanted this, how long has he been waiting for this. He let go of her then pulled his shirt over his head and carried her making her slam onto him hard, making her moan loud. Holding onto her neck with one hand while his other hand was on her rear.

She could feel him hard between her legs, and she was as horny and turned on as much as he was. Without losing any time he carried her all the way to her bedroom to make up for lost time, having sex for the first time after the long wait.

...

Being in her office alone, cut off from the outside world was the time she always looked forward too. But now that she got married to Hamad she noticed her priorities changing. She felt closer to her sister; she wanted to spend more time with them rather than running away from all of it. Everything was balanced out healthily.

Her phone interrupted her thoughts

Ahmed calling...

Meera: alo

Ahmed: what sup sis?

Meera: hi, I'm in the office, wrapping up

Ahmed: wow at this time?

It was pretty late to still be at the office

Meera: what about you?

Ahmed: are youbfree tonight?

Meera: is everything ok?

He laughed, she asked if everything was okay because when Ahmed called it was always bad news or him wanting something

Ahmed: yes, yes everything is fine, I just want to pass by and thank the both you

Meera: oh yeah sure, I'll text you when I get back home

Ahmed: see ya tonight

And then he hung up, Meera decided to call Hamad and see if he was at home or still at work. It was always awkward calling him and she rarely did.

Calling Hamad

Meera: hey

Hamad: hi

There was silence between them, since what almost happened the night before. They did not speak about it or even mention it. Hamad heard her voice on the phone it was as sweet as it was in person.

Meera: um Ahmed is coming over tonight

Hamad: yeah

Meera: he says he wants to thank us

Hamad: do you want me to get anything?

Meera: some dessert please

Hamad: sure thing, anything else?

Meera: no, see you at home

Hamad hung up the phone and let out a deep sigh.

Meanwhile

Hessa: that was... (she said trying to make sense of what just happened)

Saif: yeah

They laid there staring at the ceiling not knowing what to say to each other.  They both wished that it did not happen.

Hessa's point of view

I don't understand this, the sex was great before then he said he loves me everything was going fine but now this. It was terrible, the sex. Is it because I rushed it? Or is this our chemistry now? 

On normal occasions Saif would be long gone and not facing this awkward moment in silence. He slept around with women to not have this moment but now that it did he was confused. 

Saif: are you thirsty? 

He said getting up from the bed and putting on his boxer shorts 

Hessa: I'm good

He left to the kitchen leaving her alone in the bedroom room. Hessa on the other hand did not know what to make of all this. She wondered if this is it between them.

Saif's point of view

Is it because we waited a long time? I mean before it was good, hell it was fucking amazing. Should I stay and sleep over or should I leave? Should I even ask her about it? Fuck, this is messed up.

He decided to text Hamad since he is in need of advice from someone who has been in love before

He wrote:

'I'm at Hessa's we just had... you know. .. should I stay over?'

He got straight to the point waiting for an answer

Seconds later his phone beeped indicating a reply

'Yes, you should you idiot'

He got his answer and went back to the bedroom to find Hessa already dressed in her night gown ready for bed. Without saying a word they laid back on the bed and drifted asleep with many thoughts in their minds.