Saturday, October 24, 2015

Can we just be us? Part 57

Part 57

The atmosphere at the house was intense and saeed wasn't getting anywhere with any of his family members. Sara was being sara and never at home to deal with anything. As for Ahmed he wasn't talking to anyone specially their mother. Saeed was desperate to get out of the house. He decided to call meera and let her in on all this

saeed: you should be glad you weren't there 

Meera: that bad 

Saeed: mom didn't even look at her, she was acting so-

Just remembering made him frustrated

Meera:.defensive 

Saeed: you should have seen ahmed, he was really angry

That was saying a lot. Ahmed was always the spoiled one along with their youngest brother abdalla.

Saeed: he tried standing up to her you know

Flashback...

Ahmed: girls and their makeup, no one has original beauty anymore it's all fake

He kept going on and on what got his mind in such a mess

Meera: come one there are still pretty girls out there, look at me (she said joking)

He just laughed 

Meera: besides makeup doesn't change your face that much

He laughed even more

Meera: so I better go and look for some girl who looks gorgeous without makeup for you 

Ahmed: I want someone you looks gorgeous with and better without

For a college student he sure was demanding

Meera: anyone in mind 

She said playing along

He just laughed and walked away

Meera: very demanding

She yelled after him 

Their mother was sitting there but didn't say a word until the end of their conversation

Mom: that's not until 10 years from now at least

Ahmed was 18 that time

Meera: if he finds someone then why not

Mom: no, he needs time to develop himself first

Meera looked at the harsh look on her mother's face she just knew that she wouldn't let Ahmed be with whomever he wanted. She wasn't wrong and meera admitted that, but she knew deep down Ahmed wasn't going to be allowed to marry whom ever he wished. It all came down to his mother's choice.

Back to present time...

Hamad was in his office after hours. He has been spending more and more time at work avoiding the awkward tension at home. He didn't know what he wanted and the moment he had time he would spend it arguing in his mind.

Jawaher: always busy I see, some things don't change

She came in disturbing his train of thoughts

He looked at her confused trying to figure out how she came through the door since there was a doorman

Jawaher: your doorman let me in

'I have to give him a talk' was what hamad thought.

Hamad: what do you want Jawaher

He looked back down at his papers trying to avoid eye contact

Jawaher: you

He was looking down frozen not knowing what to a say or do

Hamad: you need to leave

Jawaher: look at me

He knew if he looked at her he would lose all focus and won't be able to stop himself. He was married now, it won't be right

Jawaher: hamad look at me

She was calling out his name which only made him weaker.

Jawaher: I never stopped loving you

She came in closer 

Hamad: I can't-

Jawaher: please hamad

She held his face looking at him directly in the eyes

Jawaher: I need you

She breaths in and leans in kissing him slowly. Hamad reacts by closing his eyes, remembering the last time he was this close to her. All the memories he had of her came flooding back.

The small innocent kiss turned into more. It became aggressive as he wanted to feel more, to remember it all. Their first date, first kiss, the first time he told her he loved her, the promise ring and then finally that day. The first day of his life, the day she left him for another man.

Hamad pulled away from the kiss but still held her hand that held his face. His forehead touching hers and his eyes closed.

Hamad: I’m a married man


He took in a deep breath, looked at her deeply and let go of her hand.

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